What a beautiful Fall Morning. There is a cool breeze blowing. The sun will be singing its Hallelujahs before long. My Cup of Fancy is Maple Bourbon Decaf, from The Morgan House.
My palette of yellows reflect the JOY OF THE LORD.
Holes….emptiness….I want someone to love me…..I’m not pretty enough….. sadness…..depression…I need a boyfriend or I’m not worthy….If I sleep with him or have a child, he’ll love me….LIES! LIES! LIES!….all from the enemy!
Yep, these were some of my thoughts, as well as other women, as young adults…. and that was 50 years ago before technology!
However, I was raised as a strong Christian, and wouldn’t give myself away; but the pain if they walked away left a hole.
I was blessed when I met Mr. Moo Cow. He was Catholic, as was I. He was a farmer wanting to take over his mother’s farm, and built an ancestry for his children.,( which he did over 53 years.)
Oh don’t you know, on our Wedding Day, to me, he was Prince Charming…. He would fill the holes within my heart.
A few weeks later …reality hit! Read my book
THE ERSTWHILE ACORN , and you’ll get the entire picture
Work! Work! Work! He knew nothing else.
Over the years, my holes became deeper, until I was about 50 years old…THEN THERE WAS AN EXPLOSION!
The Word of God became alive in my life. A true relationship with Jesus Christ, was never realized, within the legalism, in which I was raised! My marriage was renewed because I was changed…..which in turn, opened the eyes of my husband to change.
You, Father filled my emptiness, my neediness.
ABBA, it’s You and only You, who can fill that emptiness through the Trinity. I give you my life, ABBA. I am yours.
Father, I pray that you open the hearts of young women to seek You first…and pray for the right men of faith to become their life parters.
2 Cor. 4:6 For God, who said,”Let your Light shine out of the darkness,” made his light shine in our hearts, to give us the light of the knowledge of the Glory of God…in the Face of Christ.
Col 2:9-10 For in Christ, all the fullness of The Deity lives in bodily form, and you have been given fullness in Christ, who is the head over every power and authority.
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